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what should i do ?

what should i think?

what/who should i follow?

what should i decide?

what i want?

what i need?

what i have to do?

what is actually going on ?

my life??

my heart??

who can really tell me what to do ?

what to think?

what/who to follow?

what to decide?

what do i actually want?

what do i actually really needed the most?

what is happening right now?

what's wrong with my life?

what's wrong with my heart?

i  can't seem to focus lately..

what is happening to me?..

why am i being like this?..

my brain keep telling me to do this and that..

but my heart..

stopped me from doing it..

why??..

why my heart keep stopping me to do things??..

i have decided whats good for me..

but why my heart don't allow me to do so??..

what is my problem??..

no..

its not my problem..

its you...

yes you HEART..

why are you being so selfish??.. 

am i going to die??

how much time do i have left??

well..

no one knows..

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